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I am dubbed Spike, Plus size model. This is a clusterfuck blog of everything. FATshionista <3 Pansexual. Verbose with a sharp tongue and a kind heart.




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This is the HATE I deal with EVERY DAY for being fat, this is just online as well, imagine real life. :/ Called fat, &#8220;Would not have chosen a tank top&#8221; &#8220;Outfit too small&#8221; When in reality it honestly fit perfect and I -felt- I looked good in it until people tore it down, now it is just another outfit I will probably not wear again. 
I know I am not the ONLY one who deals with hate for being thicker, It is every person you see on the street that you make a comment to, or type &#8220;fat&#8221; online. The BEST ones are the ones where they think they are going to tell me I am fat so I can have a major ephinany like I never fucking knew I was not skinny before. I know I am fat, this is not something new, at my smallest in grade 6th I was a size 14, this was skinny, I am supposed to be a size 16-18 to be skinny, I am literally larger boned, do I have weight? Yes. I am a size 20-22. 
I just wish people would not be so judgemental when they see a person not a skinny side, you are right, my thighs do not touch and maybe I have a double chin, but I certainly am aware of this, how can you all sit there and judge someone for their size, I actually excorsize, there is a fitness center in my complex and I go there at least 3x a week, I am healthy, I do not eat red meat at all, and I do not over eat. I wish people would just LEARN that there are different sizes, whether you are &#8220;too skinny&#8221; and &#8220;anorexic&#8221; like they call my boyfriend because he is a size 4 in women&#8217;s and is &#8220;underweight&#8221; by a doctor. But he also has an overactive thyroid. I STOPPED taking pictures with him because people comment &#8220;She eats all the food&#8221; &#8220;She starves him&#8221; &#8220;She smushes him&#8221; etc, we&#8217;ve been together a year and last time we took a picture was about 7 or 8 months ago and I will probably never take a picture with him again. Even in real life people ask me why I starve him, or if I think about him before &#8220;eating all the food&#8221; These comments have to stop. It hurts me especially when HE eats 7x a day or more and I eat twice and no snacking. 
Just stop all this hate, just fucking stop it. I know I am fat, you are probably not perfect either, so unless you are Beyonce then do not point out my flaws and hate me for them. 

This is the HATE I deal with EVERY DAY for being fat, this is just online as well, imagine real life. :/ Called fat, “Would not have chosen a tank top” “Outfit too small” When in reality it honestly fit perfect and I -felt- I looked good in it until people tore it down, now it is just another outfit I will probably not wear again. 

I know I am not the ONLY one who deals with hate for being thicker, It is every person you see on the street that you make a comment to, or type “fat” online. The BEST ones are the ones where they think they are going to tell me I am fat so I can have a major ephinany like I never fucking knew I was not skinny before. I know I am fat, this is not something new, at my smallest in grade 6th I was a size 14, this was skinny, I am supposed to be a size 16-18 to be skinny, I am literally larger boned, do I have weight? Yes. I am a size 20-22. 

I just wish people would not be so judgemental when they see a person not a skinny side, you are right, my thighs do not touch and maybe I have a double chin, but I certainly am aware of this, how can you all sit there and judge someone for their size, I actually excorsize, there is a fitness center in my complex and I go there at least 3x a week, I am healthy, I do not eat red meat at all, and I do not over eat. I wish people would just LEARN that there are different sizes, whether you are “too skinny” and “anorexic” like they call my boyfriend because he is a size 4 in women’s and is “underweight” by a doctor. But he also has an overactive thyroid. I STOPPED taking pictures with him because people comment “She eats all the food” “She starves him” “She smushes him” etc, we’ve been together a year and last time we took a picture was about 7 or 8 months ago and I will probably never take a picture with him again. Even in real life people ask me why I starve him, or if I think about him before “eating all the food” These comments have to stop. It hurts me especially when HE eats 7x a day or more and I eat twice and no snacking. 

Just stop all this hate, just fucking stop it. I know I am fat, you are probably not perfect either, so unless you are Beyonce then do not point out my flaws and hate me for them. 

83 notes - 2 January, 2013

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  3. kleiner-hash-keks reblogged this from spikezombie and added:
    du bist schön!
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  5. coconutmacaroon reblogged this from historysoverture and added:
    I think this girl is absolutely beautiful the way she is. Society makes me sick.
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    She’s so pretty though.
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    why would you get hate you are perf
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  16. julijunemodels reblogged this from spikezombie and added:
    I love her. Yes she has not the perfect body - but who is perfect? I mean she is so gorgeous. She has her own style, and...