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I am dubbed Spike, Plus size model. This is a clusterfuck blog of everything. FATshionista <3 Pansexual. Verbose with a sharp tongue and a kind heart.

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This is the HATE I deal with EVERY DAY for being fat, this is just online as well, imagine real life. :/ Called fat, &#8220;Would not have chosen a tank top&#8221; &#8220;Outfit too small&#8221; When in reality it honestly fit perfect and I -felt- I looked good in it until people tore it down, now it is just another outfit I will probably not wear again. 
I know I am not the ONLY one who deals with hate for being thicker, It is every person you see on the street that you make a comment to, or type &#8220;fat&#8221; online. The BEST ones are the ones where they think they are going to tell me I am fat so I can have a major ephinany like I never fucking knew I was not skinny before. I know I am fat, this is not something new, at my smallest in grade 6th I was a size 14, this was skinny, I am supposed to be a size 16-18 to be skinny, I am literally larger boned, do I have weight? Yes. I am a size 20-22. 
I just wish people would not be so judgemental when they see a person not a skinny side, you are right, my thighs do not touch and maybe I have a double chin, but I certainly am aware of this, how can you all sit there and judge someone for their size, I actually excorsize, there is a fitness center in my complex and I go there at least 3x a week, I am healthy, I do not eat red meat at all, and I do not over eat. I wish people would just LEARN that there are different sizes, whether you are &#8220;too skinny&#8221; and &#8220;anorexic&#8221; like they call my boyfriend because he is a size 4 in women&#8217;s and is &#8220;underweight&#8221; by a doctor. But he also has an overactive thyroid. I STOPPED taking pictures with him because people comment &#8220;She eats all the food&#8221; &#8220;She starves him&#8221; &#8220;She smushes him&#8221; etc, we&#8217;ve been together a year and last time we took a picture was about 7 or 8 months ago and I will probably never take a picture with him again. Even in real life people ask me why I starve him, or if I think about him before &#8220;eating all the food&#8221; These comments have to stop. It hurts me especially when HE eats 7x a day or more and I eat twice and no snacking. 
Just stop all this hate, just fucking stop it. I know I am fat, you are probably not perfect either, so unless you are Beyonce then do not point out my flaws and hate me for them. 

This is the HATE I deal with EVERY DAY for being fat, this is just online as well, imagine real life. :/ Called fat, “Would not have chosen a tank top” “Outfit too small” When in reality it honestly fit perfect and I -felt- I looked good in it until people tore it down, now it is just another outfit I will probably not wear again. 

I know I am not the ONLY one who deals with hate for being thicker, It is every person you see on the street that you make a comment to, or type “fat” online. The BEST ones are the ones where they think they are going to tell me I am fat so I can have a major ephinany like I never fucking knew I was not skinny before. I know I am fat, this is not something new, at my smallest in grade 6th I was a size 14, this was skinny, I am supposed to be a size 16-18 to be skinny, I am literally larger boned, do I have weight? Yes. I am a size 20-22. 

I just wish people would not be so judgemental when they see a person not a skinny side, you are right, my thighs do not touch and maybe I have a double chin, but I certainly am aware of this, how can you all sit there and judge someone for their size, I actually excorsize, there is a fitness center in my complex and I go there at least 3x a week, I am healthy, I do not eat red meat at all, and I do not over eat. I wish people would just LEARN that there are different sizes, whether you are “too skinny” and “anorexic” like they call my boyfriend because he is a size 4 in women’s and is “underweight” by a doctor. But he also has an overactive thyroid. I STOPPED taking pictures with him because people comment “She eats all the food” “She starves him” “She smushes him” etc, we’ve been together a year and last time we took a picture was about 7 or 8 months ago and I will probably never take a picture with him again. Even in real life people ask me why I starve him, or if I think about him before “eating all the food” These comments have to stop. It hurts me especially when HE eats 7x a day or more and I eat twice and no snacking. 

Just stop all this hate, just fucking stop it. I know I am fat, you are probably not perfect either, so unless you are Beyonce then do not point out my flaws and hate me for them. 

84 notes - 2 January, 2013

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  3. kleiner-hash-keks reblogged this from spikezombie and added:
    du bist schön!
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  5. coconutmacaroon reblogged this from historysoverture and added:
    I think this girl is absolutely beautiful the way she is. Society makes me sick.
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  9. pinklilith said: I feel almost like I should apologise for the human race, you are fantastic and you.pull off all your outfits, your confidence in your photos.in enviable! Keep doing what you’re doing and leave them to their petty comments xx
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    Boobs.
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    She’s so pretty though.
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    why would you get hate you are perf
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